Thursday, July 3, 2014
F**k lemme go home pls
AHHHHHHHH Day 6 in SGH.... shit that felt damn long i swear and suddenly I feel like I cannot take this anymore liao sia.... Everyday is just scans tests and antibiotics OMGGGGGGG and suddenly I was thinking how did I tolerated so many needle pokes fuck facing a mental breakdown siaaaaa just all of a sudden couldn't take this hospital shit liao my goodness..... Somebody save me srsly!!!! I feel like a puppet and everyday I'm just going where I'm instructed to..... I know it's for my health but fk this is damn mentally tormenting... I'm just 18 years old fuck..... How do you expect me to suck this up sia and I dun understand how I even did so for the past few days.... I came to hospital expecting to go home that day on 27 July and I end up being hospitalized for 6 days now in this living shithole and facing this shit in the hospital..... WHYYYYYYYYYYY.... EH FUCK I NEED TO GO HOME TO SHIT TO SHOWER AND HAVE A PROPER SLEEP... I NEED THAT AND I DESERVE IT FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK #sonotchillnow
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wa.. honestly i dont know what to say to comfort you or what, since i never experienced what you are going through before. but i hope you can hang on and i wont ask u to stay positive or what cos we cant expect u to always stay positive and be motivated or what not, like its not possible la so its ok to feel like that sometimes but hang on cos theres a group of ppl caring for u! :)
ReplyDeleteYea i know there is always that grp of ppl supportive of me ans im grateful for them but home is whr the heart is.... i really miss my home and somehow i just got sick of the pain i endured time and agn these 6 days haizzz its okay picking myself up now :)
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