4 July

Hi guys I'm back!!!! YAAYYYY HAHHAHA.... Okay today gonna rattle on quite abit so Sheryl prob gonna be quite pleased w the long post but I'm gonna be tired after writing teehee.. Ka yes hall start off with today schedule....fasted since midnight then went for Transesophageal Echocardiogram aka TEE (I obviously googled and copy paste that big word HAHHAHA just in case yall thought I zai liddat)... Basically they insert a tube with diameter like an adult thumb into your mouth and down your throat until heart level I guess then use sound wave to get a look at the heart... Sounded relaxing and I srsly thought it was until I was halfway through... the experience was just shittttttttttt...... First they make me gargle and swallow some awful tasting gel (that was fine) which numb my mouth and throat then they make me bite some mouthpiece which made me felt abit bondage (but that was fine too) until they insert the tube when I was not fully sedated... they literally shove the fking big black tube down my throat when they sedate me in less than a minute.... I mean hey guys can't you just wait till I'm more blur and sleepy? I was feeling like shit with a fking deepthroat and the vomit vibes kept coming but nothing came out since I fasted.... Shit sia I was thinking like wtf is wrong w the person that came up w this.... It's a brilliant idea but the deepthroat part.... It's a no for me... After the whole procedure, the ironic shit happen, I was fully sedated then... Complete knock out for half to an hour but no point alr lol dunno to call it stupid or impatient.... Came back from TEE and was preparing to feast but the transporter came for the suddenly pushed forward PICC (Peripherally Inserted Central Catheter) so ate a plate of hospital noodle in rush and went to the operating room liao so busy siaaa then while waiting fell asleep again cos of the sedation of TEE before going for the PICC which was local anasthesia which I dun really like hhaha but did survive it.... The tube for PICC is purple and red and that makes me happy cos that are my fav colors wooohoooo...  Went back ward at around 5pm and started my feasting with some control (reason to be explained later) then watched a new china drama haha stupid plot but the pretty girls AAAAWWWWWWWWW must watch laaaa.... Time myself until 7pm when my group of niggas were supposed to come but all end up LATEEEEEEE..... Waiting is so boring but I was browsing insta for girls... I mean nice pics so still okay... Then bear bear came with mark and spencer goodie which made me so happy cos I saw Percy pigs hahaha but what I liked most was the chocolate stirrer for hot drinks.... It's basically a chocolate lollipop that she be melted in like hot milk to make a chocolatey drink but I just ate it in 2 bites like a lollipop hhaha cos it was more convenient and fark it tasted sibei nice can.... Tengxiong gf would be a happy girl cos he just knows what tu buy srsly endorphin boost hahaha then came Bryan Loy baobao w the double down meal (yay tats why I controlled haha rmb?) and his whole family except Brendon but it's okay haahah i feel so honored sia the family came down and uncle auntie showed me so much care and love hahah auntie even volunteered to do 24/7 food delivery for me hahaha such a nice grp of ppl... After that the fashionably late shuqi turnned up w nothing when he promised me double down (Loy bought them instead cos queue was too long for qiqi and he was already super late) and chips (guess he couldn't find it)... but him coming was already a plus plus liao hahah his talk cock always makes me laugh.... Lastly, boon wee came and we realized his gf and the gf bro work for SAF... Haahah the bro is Loy's SCS ex-encik some more... srsly small world siaaaa then Loy almost got into deep shit cos he was ignorant of this relationship at first (hahaha dumb fuck you set fire on yourself)... Had lotsa shit talk and jiaowei such that time passed relatively fast... My parents came for the last visit and they left but so touched for them coming and bringing me foood... They are a joy to have... It was quite sad that the whole gang didn't come tgt cos of their schedules cos that would be real fun but it's okay I prefer them to be here when I can move better or not I would feel quite sian being bedridden..... Hahah was depressed ytd and told my parents bout it.... One line my mum said struck me in particular... "I know the pain you feel,  but it's worse on me...." This line just shook me... I was not the only one in pain... Those that care were too... I kept reminding myself of the pain in the past but neglected the improvements made... Every painful sacrifice now would lead up to a better future tat as what I learn at that point.. Soon the second chest tube has a chance to be taken out, my hip muscles are growing back, the long term antibiotics/draw blood tube aka PICC has been set up (so I no need kena poke so many times everyday).... Things are turning brighter and I wanna get well soon!!!!!

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